Navigating Solutions and Darkness

Wondering whether we're all doomed to spend our lives in hell.

I wish I had the words. 

Cannot for the life of me remember why emotional stability or work in therapy is important. 

  I don’t remember you anymore.

Words spill out of my palms, scattering everywhere, left behind and forgotten almost immediately. 

 "Brave."  "Strong." "Capable."

The despair of the world weighing down on me like five hundred elephants decked in gold and fury.