Navigating Solutions and Darkness

 I schedule these for months later knowing I'll have forgotten what I ever wrote. A double blind that protects me from the world and the world from me. 

Yelling at the sky Screaming at the world  

There I was again tonight Forcing laughter, faking smiles

If you're gonna treat me right I'll take you to heaven every night

Some love is just a lie of the heart

I got a suitcase full of sin

I can't believe Adam Levine keeps coming up with songs I like. Makes it all the more difficult to hate him. 

  Beata Maria You know I am a righteous man Of my virtue I am justly proud Beata Maria You know I'm so much purer than The common, vulgar, weak, licentious crowd Then tell me, Maria Why I see her dancing there Why her smold'ring eyes still scorch my soul I feel her, I see her The sun caught in her raven hair Is blazing in me out of all control Like fire Hellfire This fire in my skin This burning Desire Is turning me to sin It's not my fault I'm not to blame It is the gypsy girl The witch who sent this flame It's not my fault If in God's plan He made the devil so much Stronger than a man Protect me, Maria Don't let this siren cast her spell Don't let her fire sear my flesh and bone Destroy Esmeralda And let her taste the fires of hell Or else let her be mine and mine alone Hellfire Dark fire Now gypsy, it's your turn Choose me or Your pyre Be mine or you will burn But she will be mine Or she will burn! - Hellfire, The Hunchback of Notre Dame OST 

Everything is awesome, everything is cool when you're part of a team Everything is awesome, when you're living out a dream

I'm dying to catch my breath Oh why don't I ever learn? I've lost all my trust, Though I've surely tried to turn it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away When you hold me in your embrace Don't tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don't tear me down You've opened the door now, don't let it close I'm here on the edge again I wish I could let it go I know that I'm only one step away From turning it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away When you hold me in your embrace Don't tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don't tear it down, what's left of me Make my heart a better place I tried many times but nothing was … - All I Need Within Temptation 

Mi son alzato O bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao Una mattina mi son alzato E ho trovato l'invasor O partigiano, portami via O bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao O partigiano, portami via Ché mi sento di morir O partigiano Morir Ciao, ciao Morir Bella ciao, ciao, ciao O partigiano O partigiano Bella ciao, ciao, ciao E se io muoio da partigiano O bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao E se io muoio da partigiano Tu mi devi seppellir E seppellire lassù in montagna O bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao E seppellire lassù in montagna Sotto l'ombra di un bel fior O partigiano Morir Ciao, ciao Morir Bella ciao, ciao, ciao O partigiano O partigiano

Are you, are you Coming to the tree They strung up a man They say who murdered three Strange things did happen here No stranger would it be If we met at midnight In the hanging tree Are you, are you Coming to the tree Where dead man called out For his love to flee Strange things did happen here No stranger would it be If we met at midnight In the hanging tree Are you, are you Coming to the tree Where I told you to run So we'd both be free Strange things did happen here No stranger would it be If we met at midnight In the hanging tree Are you, are you Coming to the tree Wear a necklace of hope Side by side with me Strange things did happen here No stranger would it be If we met at midnight In the hanging tree Are you, are you Coming to the tree Where I told you to run So we'd both be free Strange things did happen here No stranger would it be If we met at midnight In the hanging tree Are you, are you Coming to the tree Where they strung up a man They say who murd...

I'm sittin' here in the boring room It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon I'm wasting my time I got nothin' to do I'm hangin' around I'm waitin' for you But nothing ever happens and I wonder I'm drivin' around in my car I'm drivin' too fast I'm drivin' too far I'd like to change my point of view I feel so lonely I'm waitin' for you But nothing ever happens and I wonder I wonder how I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree I'm turnin' my head up and down I'm turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin', turnin' around And all that I can see is just another lemon tree Sing! Dap-dadada-dadpm-didap-da Dadada-dadpm-didap-da Dap-didili-da I'm sittin' here I miss the power I'd like to go out takin' a shower But there's a heavy cloud inside my head I feel so tired Put myself into bed Well, ...

We could bring a blanket for the grass Cover up your eyes so you don't see If you let me go I'm running fast One two three count one two three We could watch the black birds cross the skies We could count the leaves left on the trees We could count the teardrops in our eyes One two three yeah one two three One two three yeah one two three Now you know now you know How I feel and I won't back down Prick your finger on a spinning wheel But don't make a sound Drop of blood and now you're taken For all time With a kiss you will awaken And you'll be mine you'll be mine you'll be mine I could always stay and work it out Wondering if you still wanted me But there are so many things to doubt One two three count one two three Think that for a moment you were mine I know that you saw what we could be But then you went and changed your mind One two three yeah one two three One two three yeah one two three Now you know now you kn...

Chanchala Druthapada Thalam, Ishtam ചഞ്ചല ദൃഢപദ താളം  സുകൃത താളം  സുന്ദരതര ഹരിഗീതം  ഹരിതഗീതം  വധു ഒരുങ്ങി  പ്രിയനൊരുങ്ങി  മധുരരാമഴ പെയ്തൊഴുകി  എവിടേ... പൊന്നഴകിനുമഴകാം മാധവമേ  നിൻ കുമ്പിളിൽ നിറയും സ്വരമെവിടെ  താം തനനന തനനന  ധൃതള ജതികളുടെ   ചഞ്ചല ദൃഢപദ താളം  സുകൃത താളം  ഓ...  സുന്ദരതര ഹരിഗീതം  ഹരിതഗീതം  ഇവിടെ വിടരുമീ  പ്രണയ മലരികൾ  മദന പല്ലവമല്ലോ... ഇവിടെ ഒഴുകുമീ  മൃദുല ലഹരിയിൽ  ആത്‌മ മഞ്ജരിയല്ലോ  ഇവിടെ നിറയും  ജീവരാഗം  പൊൻകിനാവിൻ  പുളകമല്ലോ  നിറപറ നിറയേ  സ്രീ നിറയുകയായ്  മംഗളമേളമിതാ  നി രി സ നി പ  മ നി പ മ രി  നി സ രി മ പ  ചഞ്ചല ദൃഢപദ താളം  സുകൃത താളം  ഓ...  സുന്ദരതര ഹരിഗീതം  ഹരിതഗീതം  വധു ഒരുങ്ങി  പ്രിയനൊരുങ്ങി  മധുരരാമഴ പെയ്തൊഴുകി  എവിടേ... പൊന്നഴകിനുമഴകാം മാധവമേ...

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