Navigating Solutions and Darkness

Written April 16, 2010 Boredom can do horrifying things to normal, well balanced individuals. Guess what it could do to me. * Type. Backspace. Type. Backspace. Type type type type. Backspace backspace backspace backspace backspace. * * Shit, I erased that word too. Damn.* *Retype* I guess you kinda get my point. =P So... 16 days after the Board Exams dropped off the horizon; Facebook is officially the most boring site on Earth. Orkut isn't even worth looking at, except twice everyday, just to ascertain that there are no scraps from the  Ex With The Eyes Like Chocolate.  Sleeping is totally out of fashion. Even good old day dreaming is met with impatience. (A first, even for me.) And the initial excitement caused by getting back onto MSN Messenger after 2 years, what with all the new settings and the cool new options...  ("OMFG!!! How'd you do that??? Ohmg that is SO DAMN COOL... man, I've really been missing out on MSN. Seriously, IS THAT A PIC...

Written March 15, 2010 Apocalyptic title, you think? Well, think again. In less than 20 days, I say goodbye to what has defined my life for so long: School Life. Yes, indeed, it is the end. And as pictures of farewell ceremonies and farewell notes throng Facebook profiles... I find myself assailed by a curious kind of wistfulness. Now you'll think, "Oh man, there she goes again, emo talk and senti crap. When the HELL does she NOT feel wistful?" I'm not gonna blame you, but I do like to think that this time I have ample reason for complaint. 'Cause going through all the pictures and shit (and I am not gonna bore you with how I was not reduced to tears by them), one line that kept recurring was:  14 wonderful years with you people, thank you so much. Our own farewell was no exception. The same old Ramayana, minus the Facebooking. 14 years together, yada yada, and I think, "Where the hell are MY 14 years together?" Shifting schools hasn't hurt ...