Navigating Solutions and Darkness

I've been carrying the grief around like a forgotten backpack. 

Something something tragedy in three parts something 

I want  My safe spaces back

Open iron traps and let the words fly What's it that boils in sunken veins? What leads the charge from inside? What brings pain? What softens it? The grasp of silence grows stronger by the hour 

Yelling at the sky Screaming at the world  

I've been looking forward to this for days. 

It is a well-known established fact throughout the many-dimensional worlds of the multiverse that most really great discoveries are owed to one brief moment of inspiration.

Do you remember  A church, painfully blinding in its white,

Come now. 

  Demons fought/ Each

  My mind is great because seconds after my therapy session closed, I've no memory of what she asked me to do. 

This year  I aim to be a spender Not an earner

 If thinking is wrong, I don't wish to be right. If dreaming is wrong, I don't wish to be right.  

When has any tyrant ever said to himself, ' This is enough'?”  - Gavilar Kholin 

Time to stop dissembling, I tell myself.