Live Streaming Depression

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05.11.2018

Hello,

Grumpy Grumperson here. Hope you're all having a nice day. I'm not, although I wouldn't chalk it up to depression or difficulty. I'm just having a very grumpy day (since I woke from my afternoon nap - am I a baby?)

Great, now I'm even grumpy about the words Grumpy GrumperSON.

PRO: I looked at an apt, took kittens to the vet, napped, and swept the house.
CON: I still have Nano to do today, an exam to study for, and LOADS of housework.

I also have an irrational urge to scream at people for no reason. I do not think that's normal. 🙄

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