Navigating Solutions and Darkness

The self-doubt is crippling. 

"The only true form of freedom, the only ethical form of freedom, is through self-limitation. It's not the privilege of choosing everything you want in your life, but rather, choosing what you will give up." - Everything is Fucked by Mark Manson 

I've often wondered about rock bottom. Would I know when I hit it? The answer is no, because I seem to live there.

In circles she goes, running out the clock of her life. Why me why me why me why me why why why *whining continues endlessly*